Bi top turned BBC slut

I've always been a very sexual open guy my whole life. It started with porn as a kid watching everything and anything as I was kind of a shy dorky kid growing up. I wasn't getting girls in high school and early in college so I turned to porn for my release and quickly discovered I had a wide appetite. I even started to watch bi porn which wasn't something I ever thought about but curiosity got the best of me and watching it really turned me on. While I always thought of myself as straight I was getting pretty frustrated not getting as much pussy as I wanted so I turned to an app to find a guy to blow me which came so much easier than finding girls. I was nervous at first but drunk one night I gave in and let a guy blow me and fuck did he know how to work a dick. After that I found myself getting head from him and some other guys pretty open, it helped that I did have a good sized cock about 7 inches and good thickness. The summer before my junior year I finally hit that growth spurt I never thought would come and came back to school almost unrecognizable, I'd be out with friends and talk to girls I already met that thought I was completely different person. I went from maybe getting laid one every 2 months to having multiple fuck buddies and getting laid whenever I wanted which made it so I didnt need those guys to suck me anymore. 

Fast forward 5 years Im living in NYC and couldn't love it more. I had a really great job and was getting laid almost whenever I wanted. While life seemed perfect I honestly was missing getting head from guys, I started watching more bi porn which eventually led to occasionally watching gay porn. While I still only had interest in dating woman and mostly fucking them it still turned me on to get head from a guy and really started to push me to want to do more but living with roommates and not wanting anyone to find out it made it tough to find the time or logistics to make it work. I couldn't just go to a gay bar or have anyone over and looking at guys closer to my age was hard to find anyone that lived alone and able to host. While it was frustrating wanting to experience something new I wasnt thinking too much about it since I was still fucking girls almost regularly. I got a new client at work and to my surprise it would be a travel job for the next few months having me in Atlanta Monday to Friday. While I knew this was always a possibility given the work I do I never wanted to be traveling that much and was not happy at first but then it dawned on me, I don't know a single person in Atlanta, no one knows me so I can finally experience what Ive been craving. Just to be safe I went and got on prep but still never planned to do anything without a condom but I just wanted to play it safe. 

I decided to head down Sunday to get situated and get into the apartment that the company had for me for the next few months which was a great as I didnt have to stay at a hotel and didnt have to lug everything back and forth each week. I took an early flight and got to the place by noon as I unpacked and laid down to check the app and see if I could get lucky. It was popping up with guys left and right and I couldn't believe it, I immediately thought I was finally going to get lucky and started sending out some feelers but wasn't having much success. I was getting a lot of messages from guys, specifically black guys, looking for a cocksucker or bottom but I wasnt really into that. I had thought about it before and can admire a nice cock but I always wanted to be on top. I was ignoring them hoping to find a bottom to use that night. 

To not sit there and stare at my phone I decided to walk around the area and get to see where I'll be spending the next months and figure out where I can eat and drink. After about 20 minutes of walking around I figured I'd stop in somewhere and get a drink. The first bar that came up looked like a dive bar and as I got closer realized it was a gay bar and paused starring inside it as I would never have gone into one back home. I almost kept walking when I came to the realization that I could go in there and no one would know who I was or anything about me, I had nothing to worry about and could actually find some ass so I said fuck it and made my way in. Honestly it felt like a classic dive bar and one that I would go to in NYC so it felt pretty welcoming and not awkward. It wasn't too busy but definitely a good amount of people as I eyed up a possible prospect making my way to the bar. I ordered a beer and sat down looking around but no one was really peaking my interest as most of the others there were older, 40-50s and I was looking for someone closer to my age, ideally more feminine as well. 

I was ready to call it a day and head back to my place when a guy sat down next to me and introduced himself "I'm Brian, haven't seen you here before" and I introduced myself and told him I'm in town for work and first time here. He was very nice but unfortunately not what I was looking for though he was a specimen, had to be 6'3 200+lbs, very fit and probably mid 40s, bald with a thick beard. I didn't dismiss him right away as it was nice to be chatting with someone and he was really nice. Eventually he asked me what I'm looking for here and into in general. I got nervous as Ive never really said out loud what I like and have always been scared of someone finding out but Im at a gay bar in a city all alone so I told him I'm bi and looking for a guy to fuck, had my cock sucked by a guy but never fucked one. He went on to tell me he's a top as well "guys do now how to suck dick a lot better than woman" as we both agreed and laughed. It felt freeing to be able to talk to someone about what I had been craving and dying to do and even hearing his experiences being similar though he was fully gay at this point and always thought he was which was not in my case but still could relate to him. 


It eventually took a turn from talking about fucking guys to him asking me if I ever sucked, bottomed or thought about it. I was being naive in thinking he was just curious "No, honestly it's something I care to do. I kind of like having a guy work my cock, kind of a power thing that is fun" thinking he would understand and stop but clearly he had different plans. "I get it, I love having a guy eagerly suck my big dick and beg for me to fuck him. The more masculine the better, show them who the real man is" There was something about him that was so masculine and alpha that I could could imagine it was easy for him to find guys and just his presence you could tell he was always the alpha. "My favorite is the really masculine white guys who never thought about submitting to a man and then I get a hold of them and next thing you know they are begging for my black dick like a good little slut" He kept going into detail about turn "straight white guys" into his little sluts and it was like I was in a trance just listening to him and for the first time I started to think about being one of those guys, I tried to snap myself out of it but couldn't stop thinking about it and clearly realized it. "I could show you a time you'll never forget" as I sat their frozen picturing it but wanting to say no and leave but I couldnt move. "I live right around the corner, come with me" as he stood up and began to walk out of the door and without even thinking I just got up and followed him, it was like he put a spell on me and I had no control over my own body. 

I followed this man I had just met out of the bar and walked next to him for 2 blocks before turning and arriving at his apartment building and entering with him. We get to the elevator and I'm thinking to myself, 'what are you doing. leave this isnt what you want', but I couldn't. Without speaking we get off the elevator and walk down the hall and enter his apartment still wondering what Im getting myself into and before I could think anymore he stops me and pulls me close "I'm about to change your life white boy" and I just stare at him not knowing what to do or say. He puts his giant hands on my shoulders and presses me down to my knees as I look up at him and he slowly unzippers his pants and pulls out the biggest cock I've ever seen while still being soft. My eyes nearly pop out of my head as Im inches away from his giant black cock "I love the look of a white boy seeing his first black cock. What do you think?" My mouth wide open in awe I finally speak for the first time since the bar "It's so big" as he chuckles "Wait til you get it hard. Suck that big black dick whtie boy" and without thinking I reach out and wrapped my hand around his cock, the first time other than mine Ive ever touched, and guide it to my mouth and slowly begin to suck my first cock. I let out a moan as his cock grows in my mouth and slowly begin to feed more into me as my instincts kick in and almost like I was born to suck cock. "Fuck thats a good mouth, you white boys were made to take black dick" as I continued to work his cock stroking it while sucking it covering it in my spit and saliva. I begin to go to town on his cock like I had been craving it all my life and he clearly sees I'm enjoying myself as his encouragement turns more dominant "Suck that black dick you fucking faggot. Knew you'd be a good white bitch the second I saw you". I was shocked at what he just said and called me but what shocked me even more was that it turned me on and even made my dick twitch in my pants, what was happening to me?

He continued to degrade me, saying this is my true place as a white boy taking black dick only turning me on more and more making me suck his cock like my life depending on it and now moaning while doing it. He pulled his cock from my mouth as I let out a whimper "Tell me how much you life black dick faggot" and with out even thinking words just flew out of my mouth "I love black dick sir, please let me have it back" as he laughs "fucking knew it. Take those clothes off and follwo me" as I stand up and strip almost instantly and follow him into his bedroom. He stops me at the foot of the bed and grabs my rock hard cock and holds his next to it "That's not bad for white boy, but this is a real cock" only thing making what he's saying and doing more embarrassing is the fact that my cock literally twitched as he said this showing how much I was loving it causing him to laugh as he shoved me face first into the bed pulling my ass in the air and without warning shoving his tongue into my hole as I moan and let out an "OH FUCK" feeling a sensation Ive never known existed as he ate my hole. I couldn't believe the pleasure rushing through my body making he squeeze the blanket and moan out "oh my god" over and over as he continued to tongue fuck me hole. Finally he broke and slapped my ass as I was breathing heavy "You ready to get fucked white boy?" and like the eager black cock slut I was becoming I answered very enthusiastically "Yes daddy! please fuck me with your big black cock" not even thinking that I've never had anything in my ass before and how this guy ahd to be at least 9 inches and thick, I didnt care because I needed it so badly. "That's what I fucking thought, all you white boys are faggots for black cock" as he flipped me over onto my back, lubed his giant cock and my hole and finally pressed his cock inside me. 

I thought he was splitting me in half as this pain shot through my body of his enourmous cock pressing into my virgin hole but he went slow and turned from dominant to encouraging and supportive as he slowly made his way in coaching me on how to take cock. I tried to breathe through the pain and part of me wanted to say stop but I also knew i needed it and slowly tried to accept his cock. I laid their on my back with this giant alpha male on top of me and his huge cock inside me as he let it sit in me and soon the pain started to die down and my breathing slowed as he slowly started to move in and out of me and that pain was replaced with a whole new pleasure as I began to moan. His face had a grin on it as he saw I was finally accepting his cock as he picked the pace up going deeper and deeper inside me "That's a good faggot, taking that black cock like you were born to". My legs now wrapped around his body as he put his weight on me with my arm wrapped around his head as he really started to fuck me, pounding my hole sending shockwaves through the body with each thrust a pleasure that was far more incredible than anything I've ever experienced talking into my ear "take that fucking dick faggot" as I moaned in a pitch I didnt know I could hit sounds like a slut in a porno. "Tell me how much you like that black dick fucking your white hole" I tried to speak but each thrust sent a moan out of my mouth and it took everthing in me to even answer him "It's sooooo... fuuuu.....ckkkiiiiing.. goooooood" as he pulled his weight off of me and put my legs over his shoulder gripping my thighs as he slammed into me over and over. His cock was hitting so deep inside me going balls deep to almost pulling out wtih each thrust causing pleasure that had me on the verge of tears it was so strong. Soon I started to feel something build inside me and my cock, at the time I had no idea what was happening I was almost scared of it. He laughed as he pounding me "You about time like a good whtie faggot" and then it came, an orgasm that was stronger than any I've ever felt before as I came harder than ever shooting a load all over myself "Oh my god!" over and over sounding like I was going to cry as he picked up the pace making it last for what felt like an hour just pure ecstasy. 

I could not believe a pleasure like this could exist and even felt sad I hadnt experienced it earlier in life and soon his words turned only to grunts as his grip strengthened on my thighs and his thrust harder. I felt his cock begin to swell inside me and I knew what was coming and begged for it "Oh my god, please breed me daddy please!". His cock exploded pumping me full of his seed, shot after shot as he roared like a lion and I watched this black alpha over me dumping his load inside me. After what felt like a gallon of cum he finally finished and stayed there catching his breath as his cock pulsated inside my whole and all I could say was "Thank you" over and over. I truly was so grateful for his man showing me what I have been missing and putting me in my place. "Fuck that is some good white hole" as he pulled his cock from me and collapsed next to me. We both laid there catching our breathe and coming down from our orgasm, I could still feel my hole pulsating and his cum still inside me and leaking out. "Seemed like you enjoyed your first black cock" as he chuckled i couldnt even find the words to describe what I just experienced "That was unbelievable, it was like nothing else" as he laughed "You white boys were made for taking black cock and love it" and I couldn't agree more, it felt so natural and amazing. 

I got dressed still filled with his cum as he gave me his number and I left his place to head home. I was walking and could feel his cum leaking down my pants only turning me on more and the second I got home I updated my profile switching from a top to a bottom and added looking for black alphas, I couldn't deny what i needed was going to get as much as I could while I was here.