Becoming a bottom cumslut

So I guess i'll start this off by. Introducing myself my name is Eddy im a 33 year old gay sex addict who lives alone. My whole day is pretty much spent with me on grindr looking for any guys who want sex as bad as i do. I always like to let everyone know that I am strictly a bottom, it's the only thing in my life that I get any satisfaction from. I love letting a man know that he can fuck all of my holes and treat me like a dirty whore while hes having his way with me. I've always wanted to and probably will end up looking for a master to train me to be a cock slave. But in the mean time i stay on grindr looking for any cock i can get my hands on, now when it comes to cock i love  when a man is hung and knows how to fuck a nasty cum slut like me. But like i said im such a little cock fiend that i really dont give a fuck what the man looks like all im even worried about is does his dick get hard. Lol I have only really gotten fucked  they way i wanted it maybe only 3 times. And all the other guys who been inside my ass, well lets just say they either couldnt handle my tight ass man pussy and busted to quik or they just wanted my throat, but since i dont have a steady fuck buddy to go and fuck when ever i please, i bought myself a big 8 inch dildo so on the days i cant get any dick i usually fuck my ass wide open with my dildo. I want to find enough guys to gangbang me. It's one of my biggest fantasies. I get off on how i meet random men and they use me like a fuck toy, i love getting my ass pounded and shown no mercy. And like i said only 3 times did i get the fucken of my life. Just thinking of getting fucked by one of those 3 guys makes me so hot n horny. I love getting my face fucked by multiple guys at a time. and usually thats what  turns me into the nastiest little cum slut. soon as i start thinking about sucking dick its over for me because i wont rest until i get what i want. And all i want is big cock to gag my throat and stretch my asshole. And alot of the dudes who i hook up with say im such a good fuck I love how i can literally put myself out there as a bottom slut whos  looking  for any men who want to come over and fuck my asshole, i only wants hard cock. My grindr profile is only used when im literally so horny for men with hung cock. But i wasnt always this nasty cum slut i was made this way by the kinda men i looked for usually at asex shop or theatre  you a little backstory on how i became the nasty little cum slut that i am now. Ive always been in the closet but ive always liked cock from a young age i think i was about 18 or 19 when i first got my asshole cherry popped it was my best friends older brother he was maybe 24 or 25 it started when we were at his house he came right up behind me and pushed his hard cock against my ass he was just seeing what i would do and once he saw me give a shy smile he asks me to go for a walk with him so i agree and once we were out into the street walking he looks at me and just comes out with it and says were gonna go into the woods and im gonna bend you over and fuck your ass, now being that this was gonna be my first time having cock inside of my tight little virgin boy ass, i was getting very anxious and excited my heart was pounding but i kept walking further into the woods behind his house after we came to a clearing he stopped and turned towards me and says this will do i cant wait any longer now first thing i want you to do is get on your knees and suck my cock. I quikly did as i was told and grabbed his cock and shoved it in my mouth once in there he took my throat for about 5 mins he was strait fucking my throat i could barly breath now once i was coughing up throat slime he flips me over and strips my pants and underware off then with no warning he pushes his cock in my hole and takes my boy pussy to pound town now im not gonna lie but he tore that ass up no soft slow pumps he was full thrusting balls deep then all the way out to the tip then pushed back in to the nuts all i could hear was his balls clapping off my ass and his moans and then he blurts out im gonna cum in your ass baby and as soon as he said it i felt his hot man juice filling my asshole. And thats pretty much the story of how i got my ass cherry popped at the age of 18 and since that day ive always been a secret closet fag over the years i became just the nastiest cock fiend. I would go down to the adult book store video arcade and sit in the glory hole and suck dick for hours.then i would ask a few of the random men back to my room, id do this at least twice a day i must have swallowed at most 10 loads throughout my day i usually go on grindr and try to find men to use my ass and throat i always make sure and put myself out there as a cum slut bottom looking to be used by men i started wearing panties and other womens lingerie recently something about feeling like a slut in panties and it also makes me feel more like a whore when imm getting fucked with a sexy outfit on. I always liked big dick too, and i prepared my ass before i thought i was gonna get fucked, by a big cock i would always lube my ass and fuck it with the biggest dildo i had.  so when i went on a secret grindr fuck session. I'd already be gaped for a big cock to pound my hole open until it's totally gaped. I used to date women  when I was younger but lately after I got my own place and moved to a bigger city where nobody knew me  I kinda let the nasty cumslut inside of me out for the first time ever. So since then i have been slowly but surely fulfilling all my nastiest fantasies like recently i finally after all my years of fucken random strangers i never had a bbc that was until i started obsessing about having to get plowed by a black cock so i instantly went into my grindr account and updated my profile to say bottom cum slut looking for any and all BBC in my local area whos willing to come train me how to service a black mans cock properly.almost instantly i began getting hits on my profile. men interested in meeting up with me to fuck. i was so excited. so once i started looking through my messages and i met the man i wanted and my god did he have the biggest cock i ever saw i knew it was going to be a rough fuck but i have a dildo that i practice gaping my asshole with.. its 9inches long and thick too but i can take that all the way to the balls, but now i was gonna get me the real thing soon enough he said he would meet me at my place in an hour so i rushed home and got cleaned up, and once i was out of the shower. I wanted to get my asshole loosend up so i went to my dildo closet and got my 9 inch cock with balls. I got my ass lubed up and started slowly pushing the thick head of the dildo in my tight ass, within no time i had slipped into my fantasy of me getting plowed by the biggest black cock. And before i realized i was balls deep in my ass with a9 inch dildo the only thing visible was the balls and the rest was deep in my stomach. Then as i was fucking my ass i heard the deep voice of my grindr fuck buddy he was standing above the bed with a smile on his face. So you really think you can take this BBC