This is a chronicle of real events, situations and transitions in my life. However I have changed everyone's name and a few other minor details, to respect everyone's privacy.
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Again the cock in my mouth is pulled out, the bottle is shoved under my nose and I inhale.
When the bottle is pulled away, Dan starts to work a second finger into my shaved hole, and the aggressive guy on the left shoves his cock back into my now eagerly waiting mouth.
My mind is already spinning from the poppers and everything they're doing to me. Then I hear the guy fucking my mouth say, "Let's make him take us both!"
The guy on the right moves forward and begins to push the head of his cock into my mouth too.
I think, "There is no way I can take both these cocks in my mouth at once." I instinctively start to pull back. But I'm not going anywhere. Both these guys are holding my head in place, so I have no choice. Yet in the back of my mind, I know I really want my mouth to be something it has never been before: A fuck-hole for two cocks at once.
"Hungry, stud? Open Wide!" the familiar sounding voice on the left taunts, clearly loving that I am submitting my mouth to them.
Slowly they stretch my jaw wide open until they are both in. Together, these two cocks have double raped my mouth, yet I am more turned on than I can remember ever being. So much that I slip up and let down my guard momentarily. Without thinking, I grab both these guys' asses, pulling them both toward me, trying to get more of their cocks in my slutty mouth.
"Fuck, now he's trying to take more! Fuck yeah! You WANT 'em now, DON'T you?" the owner of the cock on my left taunts again, already knowing the answer.
As I nod yes, I can feel Dan is now trying to get a third finger into my hole. I am so turned on by everything that I don't even try to stop him.
After several minutes of effort, Dan's mouth comes off of my cock just long enough to announce, "He's got three fingers in his ass!"
The guy on my left laughs "AND two cocks in his mouth! Mark, are you seeing this?"
"Fuck YES!" I hear Mark roar, sounding almost like he's about to bust a nut.
Then the guy on the left says to the guy on the right, "Okay, now let's pump his mouth...TOGETHER!"
With my head trapped between the headboard and their hands, they both hump my skull. I try not to gag and take them both, the two of them working together to get still more of their cocks down my throat.
Taking it from them is incredibly hot. But surprisingly, so is the fact that they did it without even asking me first! What all these guys are doing to me feels so fucking incredible! And not just their cocks and Dan's fingers and mouth. It's also incredibly hot that they are using me like this for their pleasure.
Once again, Dan has succeeded in getting me weak and getting my hole hungry. But this time he's made sure all the other guys get to see it and get to enjoy using me too.
"Give him some more party favors, before we really go for it!" Dan orders, and the two cocks are pulled out of my aching jaw.
As I inhale the bottle under my nose, the anticipation of not knowing what is coming next is killing me.
The cock on right is immediately shoved all the way into my mouth again.
The guy on the left puts the head of his cock to the lips of my already occupied mouth. Then he reaches down, grabs my makeshift blindfold, and pulls it off.
Temporarily blinded by the light, I look up and see its Kyle, looking me right in the eyes. He's pushing the head of his cock forward to re-join Big Mike, who's already in my mouth.
My eyes glance down to see Dan, worshiping at my cock, as Mark stands at the foot of the bed, stroking his cock and loving the show.
"Who's the alpha jock top NOW?" Kyle roars, as he keeps forcing more cock into my mouth. "You LOVE the way we're treating you right now don't you?"
I nod yes, and start to resume sucking both his and Mike's cocks hungrily.
But to my surprise, Kyle and Big Mike both abruptly pull out of my mouth, holding my head so that their cocks are just out of reach of my hungry mouth.
"Dan told Mark and I about dominating you. And he told us that you're dying to bottom," Kyle informed me. "Mark didn't believe it. So, say it in front of him. In front of ALL of us! Say you WANT it!" Kyle taunted.
By that time, Dan's expert fingers had my hole so hungry for the real thing, I was totally ready. I wanted to be fucked by a real cock.
"Fuck yes, I want it!" I panted.
Apparently, Dan hadn't shared with Big Mike the fact that my ass was still virgin.
"Wow, so he's gonna lose his cherry right here in front of ALL of us?" Mike asked them, like I wasn't even there.
Dan immediately came up off my cock. "Hell, before it's over, he might lose his cherry TO all of us!" he taunted, smiling at me.
"Dan, I don't know, that's a lot..." I started.
"That's not the way you were talking, back when I had four fingers up your ass!" Dan interrupted tauntingly.
"Four fingers? No shit!?? " Big Mike asked in amazement, then turning and sneering at me.
I was about to lose my virginity. But to whom?
I had kind of figured it would be Dan, since he'd orchestrated all of this. So when he got up off the bed and stepped back, I was a little surprised. But then I realized he had just moved to get out of the way and make my hole accessible to Mark. He already had a condom on and looked like he couldn't wait!
I couldn't believe it. Total bottom Mark, who usually couldn't wait to have my cock in him! I was about to lose my virginity in front of a bunch of guys, and to a bottom kid I had been pounding unmercifully for almost a year.
Kyle and Big Mike were still on each side of me. They lifted my legs up and apart, as Mark scooted forward on his knees.
The look in Mark's eyes was like a predator who was moving in on his prey. Dan moved forward behind him, and I could tell he was playing with Mark's ass, as Mark took a big whiff from the poppers.
"I'm so gonna fuck the shit out of you!" Mark gritted through his teeth as the poppers hit him.
I was pretty sure Mark had never fucked before, and I hadn't thought he'd ever even wanted to. But as he scooted toward to me, it was clear that at that moment, he wanted to fuck me pretty badly. We were both going to lose our cherries at the same time.
Though very different cherries.
Kyle lay down next to me on my left and started going crazy chewing and sucking on my nipple. I knew he had been obsessed with my chest for a long time, so I wasn't all that surprised.
Mark grabbed me by the ankles. He pushed my legs back even more, popping my ass up in the air.
It felt bizarre. I had done this same thing to him so many times. I couldn't believe it. Here my jock ass was pointed up in the air, about to become a bottom for the kid I had been slamming for so long.
As Mark rubbed the head of his hard cock against my shaved hole, Dan shoved the bottle under my nose. Apparently to kill off any last bit of resistance I might be feeling.
Little did he know that there basically wasn't any resistance left. Between Kyle aggressively working my nipple with his mouth, Mark grinding his cockhead around my now hungry hole, and the effects of the bottle now hitting me too, I couldn't possibly be more willing to be fucked.
Dan pulled the bottle away, lay down on my right with his head on my abs. He swallowed my entire leaking cock and proceeded to suck me.
When Mark paused with the head of his cock pressing against the opening, our eyes locked. I could see vengeance in his eyes as he slowly started pushing the head into my willing hole.
Sensing that Mark wasn't an experienced top, Big Mike sort of coached him. "Okay Mark, go in really slowly until you're all the way in and then stop."
As the head of Mark's cock opened my hole, my mouth fell open and I moaned as it slowly went in. I was taking a real cock up my ass, and it felt incredible! Way better than Dan's dildo had.
As instructed, Mark went very slowly. When at last he was all in, he paused and barely sighed "Fuck!" obviously surprised at how good it felt to have his cock in my hole.
Immediately, Dan came off my cock and got up to go around to see it. "Fuck yeah!” he exclaimed, high-fiving Big Mike when he saw my hole with Mark's cock buried in it. “Big jock top losing his cherry! FUCKING HOT !"
"Okay Mark, hold still just like that!" Big Mike instructed, as he shoved the poppers under my nose again. When he recapped them, he slowly pushed his cock into my mouth and down my throat until his balls were resting on my chin.
Big Mike handed Mark the bottle, and Mark inhaled deeply.
"Now slowly start pulling back out," Big Mike told Mark, as he too withdrew from my mouth. Then as he slowly started to push back in again, he told Mark, "Okay, now push back in again, and then start fucking him. But go slow and easy for a while."
The feeling of both my holes simultaneously taking cock was more incredible than anything I had fantasized it could be. I was in an unbelievable world I had never felt before, lying there moaning and taking both cocks like a submissive bottom whore.
While I wasn't surprised that I was loving how it felt, I was still surprised that it turned me on so much for the other guys to see this happening to me.
For several minutes Mark and Mike slowly fucked my ass and mouth, as Kyle and Dan stared at my hole, watching it take cock for the first time. Sometimes Kyle would glance at my face to see my expression. But Dan's eyes were totally transfixed on my hole, as Mark's cock slowly went in and out of it.
After a few more minutes of watching Mark and Big Mike using me, Dan seized the opportunity to both change things up again, and also take me down another notch.
Dan looked me in the eyes. "Reach around and feel his cock as it goes in your ass!" he ordered as he grinned.
Part of me wanted to tell Dan "Fuck you!", but another part of me thought it was hot that he was ordering me to do it. Still another part of me thought it would be hot to feel it.
I reached around and felt Mark's cock as it slowly slid in and out of my formerly virgin hole. It was incredibly hot, feeling the shaft as it glided in and out, giving my hole so much pleasure. For some reason, I slid my hand up and felt the lips of my ass as they puckered out around Mark's cock. It was fucking incredible!
After a few more minutes, Dan saw another opportunity to show off in front of the guys.
"Okay, that's hot, but I wanna see him sitting on it, and RIDING it, the way a REAL bottom does! Let's pick him up!
Mark and Big Mike both pulled out, as Dan and Kyle joined them, all surrounding me on the bed.
Mark lay down on his back and pointed his cock upwards. He was clearly getting into them controlling me as much as the rest were.
Everyone but Mark began grabbing my arms, legs and torso, lifting me off the bed and into the upright sitting position.
For a big alpha guy like me, it was a strange yet incredible feeling to be picked up by several guys and slowly lowered onto a hard cock. All without my having any say so about it. As they lowered me onto Mark's waiting cock, again it slid balls deep into my now hungry hole. I was sitting on Mark's legs with his cock fully buried in my ass. It felt just as incredible as the first time he was in me.
"He took that like a champ!" I heard Big Mike exclaim from behind me, as his hands let go from underneath my armpits.
"No, he took it like the bottom slut he is!" Dan said with a touch of glee, looking at me again, as he said it.
"All right, you know what to do," he said to me, after shoving the bottle under my nose again. "Start working Mark's cock with that muscle butt!" he laughed.
I was humiliated, but I couldn't help myself. The feeling of a real cock fucking me was too incredible for me to be able to even pretend I wasn't in heaven taking it. Like a bottom slut, I began riding Mark's cock.
"There's nothing hotter than watching a bottom fucking himself, by riding a guy's pole!" Mike said to the others.
I knew Mike was right, from all the times it had been my cock those bottom guys were riding. I'd always viewed it as the fall of the last the shred of dignity for a bottom guy. It was a sign that he would do almost anything just to keep getting his hole drilled.
And now I was doing it.
Big Mike was an experienced top. As he watched me moaning and riding up and down on Mark's cock, he could tell I was getting a little lost in the incredible feeling of being fucked for the first time.
So he made his move. He came over and lay down next to Mark on his back, watching me for a moment while stroking his cock.
I couldn't look him in the eye.
"Something that I've been wanting to do all night...," he said, as he rolled over face to face with Mark. "...Is kiss your handsome face."
I knew Mark had been eyeing Big Mike all night, so Mark offered no resistance as they began to make out right in front of me, while Mark continued to thrust his cock up into my hole. Mark knew I wasn't going to say or do anything to stop him. I was too lost in the new incredible experience of riding a hard cock and loving every inch of it.
"So you guys are gonna just make out right in front of him while Mark fucks him?" Kyle asked, obviously amused at the situation.
"Mm Hmm!" Mark giggled, as they continued to make out.
Part of me resented them doing that right in front of me. But surprisingly, part of me also thought it was hot they were making me watch, while I was getting fucked by my own bottom boy.
When I just continued riding up and down on Mark's cock, Dan recognized that I was now in full-out bottom slut mode. He knew he could push things a lot farther. He stepped up onto the bed next to me and shoved the poppers under my nose.
I knew what to do. And I complied.
After pulling the bottle away, he grabbed a handful of my hair and tilted my head back so that I was looking him in the eye. "You're really loving that cock in your jock ass, aren't 'ya buddy?" he sneered.
I couldn't help but just moan “Uh huh,” as I continued fucking myself on Mark's cock.
He grinned and then pulled my head down, shoving his cock into my mouth.
My only response was to moan around his cock, as I sucked it like the slut I was being at that moment.
After they made out for a few more minutes, Big Mike pulled back from kissing Mark. Still looking into his eyes, Mike said, "For your first time, you did a great job of opening him up, but now I'm gonna show you how to really fuck him!"
Big Mike was talking about fucking me like I wasn't even there. Again it was humiliating, but at the same time so unbelievably hot!
It hit me that, at the moment, the guys all saw me as just a hot jock body to use to get off. The shocker was that knowing it just got me that much more worked up, as I rode Mark's cock and slurped away on Dan's.
Mike rolled over onto his back again. “Kyle, get a condom and put it on my cock!” he ordered.
Kyle sprang into action, opening a condom and then working it onto Mike's cock, jacking and stroking him as he put it on.
Mike looked at me and said "Remember that night you and I both fucked that kid? Standing behind you, every time you drove into him, I was thinking that your ass was WAY hotter than his! And in a minute, I'm gonna have my cock IN that hot ass!" he said for the whole room to hear.
It was hot hearing the cockiness in Mike's voice when he said that. But I didn't respond. Still sucking Dan's cock, I glanced at Mark, who continued thrusting his cock up into me.
I'd been pounding Mark's ass for almost a year. So it was easy for me to sort of rationalize that him getting to fuck me was just payback. But taking it from Big Mike was something different altogether.
I knew Mark had feelings for me. So I wasn't sure he would want to see the top he had feelings for getting fucked by another guy.
Then a sort of evil little smile came across Mark's handsome face. "Yeah Mike, go for it! he said, looking me straight in the eyes. “Pound his jock ass!"
By that time, Kyle had really worked Mike's cock to being rock hard with the condom fully on it.
"Okay, time you had a REAL top man fuck you!" Big Mike said to me dramatically, as he held his cock so it was pointing straight up. "And THIS time you're gonna sit on it all on your own...Aren't 'ya, STUD?" Mike taunted, especially emphasizing the word "stud" at the end.
I just nodded, completely humiliated.
Hearing Mike say that was music to Dan's ears. "Oh fuck yeah!” THIS I want to SEE!" he enthused, pulling his cock from my mouth and stepping off the bed and around behind me for a better view.
I slowly raised myself up off Mark's cock as ordered and stood up. If I was so humiliated, why was I getting up and moving over to lower myself onto Mike's dick?
As I slowly lowered myself onto Big Mike's cock, I finally admitted it was because I LOVED the way they were all using me. I wasn't just willing to tolerate it. I loved it!
Here I was, in the middle of the bed, Big Mike's cock slowly sliding up my hungry ass in full view of the other guys. And even though I couldn't take all of it, I was totally into them using me like this. Being fucked, being treated like this, and all of them watching it happen.
Dan stepped up and shoved the bottle under my nose again, and I inhaled.
As it hit me Dan ordered, "Now go ALL the way down on it!" in that voice that made me weak.
After several minutes, I had managed to slowly ease a little farther down on Mike's cock than I had previously been able to, but I still wasn't taking all of it.
I paused for a moment to try to relax before trying to take more if it.
"Don't just sit there, RIDE IT!" Kyle demanded, sounding like someone who had paid a lot of money to see a show, and wasn't getting his money's worth.
Hadn't I already done enough already for a guy who'd just lost his virginity? After several more minutes, I was able to move my ass up and down on it. It was going in a little deeper. But I still wasn't taking all of it.
"ALL the way DOWN on it!" Dan repeated more sternly. His voice ordering me was such a fucking turn on, it made me want to take all of Mike's cock.
"I'm...trying," I breathed, but I was still having trouble.
Dan was out of patience. He got up on the bed again and pressed himself up close behind me.
I could feel his hairy legs and his cock pressed against my back.
He grabbed my jaw forcefully with his hand and then roughly shoved the bottle under my nose again.
I couldn't have refused if I had wanted to. As I inhaled, I could feel a little precum oozing out of Dan's hard cock as it pressed against my back.
After recapping the bottle and tossing it to Kyle, Dan put his hands on top of my shoulders. Then he leaned forward onto his hands and bent his knees, using his full body weight to push me all the way down on Big Mike's cock. "ALL the fucking way DOWN ON IT!!!" he ordered again through gritted teeth.
"AAAAAH, FUUCK!!!" I moaned out half in pain and half in total ecstasy, as Dan's body weight forced me to take the full length of Big Mike's entire cock. My butt cheeks were resting on his legs.
Showing me no mercy, Big Mike pushed up with his pelvis at the same time, making sure he was fully in, balls deep.
I almost came from both the penetration and from being manhandled by them like that.
Mark must have already been pretty close to blowing. I guess seeing them do this to me was too much for him. He moaned the two words that always signaled he was close to shooting: "Oh, fuck!”
I thought he would just lay there next to Big Mike and shoot, but I guess he wanted to join the dogpile of what they were putting me through.
Mark got up, stepped up next to me and blew shot after shot across my chest.
Though I was surprised Mark wanted to do that to me, I totally loved it. He had taken my cherry, encouraged Big Mike to fuck me, and was now marking me as well, while the rest of the guys watched.
As Mark stepped off the bed, Kyle got up on it and stood in front of me. Without saying a word, he shoved the bottle under my nose.
I complied with his silent order and inhaled long and deep. Kyle stepped closer, grabbed a handful of my hair and shoved his cock in my mouth.
Since Dan was still standing right behind me, he pushed on the back of my head to make me deep throat Kyle.
"Yeah, now we're raping BOTH your fucking holes!” Dan said, gleefully. “Shove it all the fucking way down, Kyle!" Dan added, still pushing on the back of my head as Kyle forced the rest of his cock down my throat.
As Big Mike slowly fucked me, I swallowed the full length of Kyle's cock until my face was again buried in his pubes.
As I moaned from the two cocks I was being forced to take, Kyle began to really fuck my mouth hard, clearly intending to get off this way. While everyone looked on, he face fucked me mercilessly, his balls slapping against my chin on every thrust.
Without being told to, I reached up and started to jack Kyle's cock too, while I sucked.
"Yeah, you WANT to suck me off, DON'T you?" Kyle gloated.
I looked up at him and nodded. I had completely surrendered to desire at that point. I wanted them to use me with their cocks and get off however they wanted.
Just as he was about to cum, Kyle pulled my mouth off his cock by his handful of my hair and pointed his cock at my face.
When the first shot went all the way from my left cheek, down my jaw and my neck, I realized Kyle was a big shooter. He turned my face to the other side with his fistful of my hair, as the second shot went from the other cheek, across my lips, and onto my chin.
He fired onto my face again and again. He continued to clutch a handful of my hair for control over me, making sure to hose my whole face down good. As if that wasn't humiliating enough, once he stopped firing, he drug the head of his cock around on my face.
I had cum all over my face, dripping off my chin and running down my neck and chest.
As a reward for the excellent blow job I'd given him, Kyle gave my face a slap with his slick cock, before he stepped off the bed.
"What a fucking slut!" Dan said to the other guys as he threw me a towel. “Even while Kyle was face-fucking him, he still kept going up and down on Mike's dick!"
As I wiped off my face, I was too embarrassed to say anything. It was humiliating that Kyle had done that to me in front of the guys, but it was also hot to know they were watching me take it at the same time.
"Okay, let's put him on his back," Dan instructed. He and the guys grabbed me and lifted me off of Mike's cock and quickly maneuvered me onto my back.
Standing next to the bed, Mike grabbed my hips and pulled me toward him, with my ass at the edge of the bed. He lifted my legs, lined up his cock with my hole. Then in one move, he slammed his cock all the way into my ass.
The guys all cheered in unison, seeing Mike forcefully take my hole that way.
Dan moved in and started basically doing pushups crossways over my face, aggressively driving his cock down my throat. I could tell that everything they'd all done to me so far had driven him to a whole new level of arousal.
"You're gonna cum for us with Mike's cock up your ass, like the bottom slut you are now, aren't you?" Dan taunted, as he face-fucked me.
I just nodded and moaned, doing my best not to cum yet, as Big Mike screwed me like the expert top man he was. He was fucking me hard now. And unlike when I'd sat on his cock earlier, in this position he was totally in control of my getting fucked now.
It felt incredible to taking his cock. Trying to keep from cumming, I was barely touching my cock. But the way they were working both my holes and treating me this way, I was still getting me closer and closer. The fact that all the guys were watching them do this to me was making it even harder for me not to cum.
"Raise his ass up higher!" Dan said to Big Mike.
Lifting my legs up more, Big Mike stepped up onto the bed. He never missing a beat and continued to fuck me with that rock hard cock, clearly loving being in my hole.
Sensing that I was getting close, Dan ordered, "Don't cum until I tell you!"
I didn't say anything, concentrating on sucking his cock. I had sucked Dan so many times in the past, that I knew exactly what to do to make him cum while blowing him. When his breathing got heavier, I started working my cock more too.
Mike was really pile driving me now. Repeatedly slamming me with the full length of his cock, and then pulling it almost all the way out again and again.
Who would have ever thought that it would be so incredibly hot to have two guys take control, use me and use my body for their own pleasure like that? Or that it would be even hotter having an audience.
Dan pulled out of my mouth, did a hit from the bottle and then lifted my head and shoved the bottle under my nose one last time. After I'd inhaled, he started jacking himself furiously.
Sensing he was really close, I did the same.
He scooted in closer and ordered "Open your mouth and aim for your face!" in that tone he knew I would obey.
Hearing that, Mike rolled me up a bit more, so my cock was almost straight above my face.
As ordered, I opened my mouth.
Mike's cock drilling my hole finally me pushed me over the edge. Dan and I both moaned as we both began firing.
My best friend had orchestrated not only me losing my cherry, but also my slutting out for he and the guys. And now the others watched in awe, as Dan and I both unloaded on my face and in my open mouth while I was being fucked by Mike. It was the most intense orgasm I'd ever had up to that point.
When I'd finished cumming, Mike slowly lowered my legs. He quickly shot his load on my abs and chest, while I reached up and worked his balls with my hand.
I'd not only lost my cherry, I'd been fucked by two different guys, and sucked three cocks, including two at once. Every guy in the room had shot on me, and two cocks had shot on my face. No, I hadn't been DP'd, but realistically, I couldn't have handled it my first time to bottom anyway.
I hope you've enjoyed reading about my sexcapades. This was far from the final step of my "transformation", just merely the first major step. A lot more hot times followed.
Like most people who attempt to write, I've always wanted to be published. All the positive responses and encouragement I've received for this personal account have motivated me to follow through on that wish. So for those who are interested in reading more, I have published the 23 chapter story as an inexpensive E-book on Amazon:
https://mybook.to/atopstransformation
Whether you stop reading here or continue on with the book, I want to say thanks for all the positive support everyone has given me on this.