Tyler's Desires

In this section there will of course be sex, bondage, control, Tyler has to go out out of town for work. I have finals. We are planning for the weekend. There will be discussion about our lifestyle and our relationship. We will also learn things about each other, making one of us question some things. 

I stood there giving Tyler the biggest hug ever. Once I was in his arms, everything stopped. His smell, his touch, and his voice saying, “welcome home baby boy”, all just melted me. He then pulled his head back and planted a kiss on me that was when I said man I missed you.   I looked Tyler in the eye and said, “I love you so very much”. He replied, “I love you more baby”. I then knelt in front of Tyler and looked up at him. I flashed him my big puppy dog eyes, then leaned into his crotch and inhaled, then using my hands I spun him around and he bent slightly at the waist, and I buried my nose in his crack signifying my submission and wanting slave mode. He said, “well I wondered about this, we do not have much time, but instead of going upstairs maybe we should head to the sanctuary”. I said, “yes please Sir”. He hooked his finger in the chain around my neck and told me to rise and follow him. I obediently did. Once into the space, He ordered me to immediately strip. This was what I was waiting for. I was naked in what felt like 3.5 seconds. I stripped and hit my knees, bowed my head and waited. Man, this was so exhilarating. 

Tyler stripped off to his jockstrap and came over to me, I took note that Tyler was wearing the same jock as when I left. I buried my nose in his pouch and holy hell it smelled so fucking good! He just said, “take it all in”. I did just that. He then added, “I decided since I wasn’t leaving the farm that I didn’t need to shower or change my jock until you got home”. I replied, “really Sir you did that for me”? He just said, “consider it a welcome home gift”. I said, “well turn around and let me have my gift”. He said, “not yet slave in due time”. He then put the leather collar on my neck and attached a leash. I was led over to a device that looked like a pommel horse, it was padded with leather and was perfect hip height for me. I was bent over it and Tyler placed a wide belt over my lower back. He then put leather cuffs on my wrists and attached them to a winch of some sort. Then he attached my ankles to the legs of the pommel horse. He then pushed a button, and my arms began being pulled forward. He continued until my arms were somewhat tight. He then walked behind me and inspected my ass. He said, “it looks like the mark held up well slave”. I said, “that’s good Sir”. He said, “so my brother seen this huh”? I replied, “yes Sir, I’m sorry Sir”. He just chuckled and said, “well we will probably have some questions at some point”. I said, “ok Sir”. He then said, “I do not see much evidence of your Thursday punishment slave”. I said, “I did not feel anything from it beyond Friday morning Sir”. He said, “good you took the punishment well”. I said, “thank you Sir, I understand why it was necessary Sir”. He said, “we are going to do a few things here, but this is not punishment, so you can use your safe word anytime slave, do you remember it”? I replied, “pineapple Sir”. He said good. He brought over a wooden paddle and placed it in front of me. It had Meyers on it with his Fraternity Greek letters. I knew what was about to happen. I had been paddled before but never bare assed or bound. Tyler walked behind me and in my mind, I wondered how hard he would do it or what I could take. He began, lightly at first, and it was not bad the smacks stung a little. I immediately got hard, and Tyler stopped and reached under me and massaged my balls and felt my cock straining in my cage. He then growled, “I think baby boy is a bit of a masochist”. I said, “oh yes Sir”. He then laid his chest on my back and whispered in my ear, “good because I can be a bit of a sadist”. With this comment I shivered both from his words and his breath on my ear. He stood up and resumed paddling me. The smacks rained down harder now. He picked up the pace and I was grunting and groaning and crying out. I did not give in to using the word. He must have paddled me at least 30-40 times. I was getting weak and hoarse. He then stopped. He came around to the front of me, I could see he was bricked up in his jock. He slid it to the side and placed his had on the back of my head and slid his enormous cock down my throat where it belonged. I could smell days of sweat on him. He said, “baby boy, I have not cum since you left so this is going to be a big one”. He then pulled out, and I said, “I want it all Sir”. He said, “you will get it, where would you like it”? I replied my throat is probably best as I have no prepared otherwise Sir”. He agreed, but then said, “I am going to fuck your ass first though”. Well, my answer just backfired. He then brought over a thin piece of wood that resembled a dowel. He said, “slave this is a cane, it can inflict a lot of pain and damage, I will only go very light but it will still sting, and it will leave marks”. I trembled and said, “yes Sir”. I had seen videos, one stuck in my head a kid was strapped to a device and caned and he screamed and begged for it to stop after only 3 or 4 strokes. I was not sure what was to come for me. Sir then swung it in the air, and it made a whistling sound. Oh fuck I was not prepared for this, but I remember he said he would go light. He then swung it and I felt it hit squarely on both cheeks, at first it was not bad then after a few seconds it stung like a mother fucker. I tensed and cried out. He placed his hand on my shoulders and said, “shhh calm down it’s ok slave”. He then, swung the cane again landing in a different spot and same thing 3 seconds in, I cried out and damn that one hurt more. Again, he soothed me. He struck me two more times each the same, I now had tears in my eyes and he reached under and I was straining and leaking through my cage. He just said, “you must be enjoying some aspect of this slave”. I croaked, “my dick has a mind of its own sometimes Sir”. He said, “only one more”. I gritted my teeth and he landed a strike harder than all the others. I whaled this time, and immediately dropped the cane and laid on my back and kissed my neck. I felt his hardness at my hole. He moistened his fingers and massaged my hole. I was still breathing hard and shuddering, he entered me roughly and fast. Damn that hurt too. He was not gentle, but I sensed he was super horny. He plunged in me fully and plowed my ass. He was grunting and I was gasping. He pumped for a few minutes, and I got used to his less than lubed entrance. He then stopped and came around to my head. I expected his cock to be coated, to my pleasure it was clean, thankfully. He shoved immediately in my throat and pumped a couple times and blasted at least 8 spurts down my throat. He grunted, groaned and hissed, “fuckkk yes slave”. He just held there, and I did not move. He then slowly pulled out and he rubbed his softening cock on my scalp. He then smacked my forehead with my throat and ass juices and his jizz. He said, “that was glorious slave”. I was in pain but said, “yes it was Sir”. He walked behind me and rubbed his fingertips over my ass, he said, “you do have a few welts slave, they might leave marks for a few days this time, but it did not break the skin.” He then said, “had this been punishment, it would have been different all of them could be like the last one slave”. Fuck I certainly did not want that, or did I, my cock seemed to like it. He then pushed a button and released the tension on my arms, unhooked my wrists, ankles and then undid the belt over my back. He helped me stand and my ass was really stinging. He led me over to the shower area and applied some cream and wow that felt nice. He said, “this is a cream that will numb and cool the area”. I said, “thank you Sir”. He said, “we have a little bit before dinner lets go cuddle, relax and talk”.

We headed upstairs Tyler leading me, we got to the stairs and walked up. We went into the bedroom, and he pulled the covers back and we crawled in. I cuddled up next to him and placed my nose in his pit and just inhaled deeply. He pulled me in tight and said, “tell me how are you doing babe”? I said, “I am good, there has been a lot of emotions, with your brother seeing my ass and the mark, my feelings for you and realizing how much I love you, then today being spanked and caned and liking it. I wonder about myself honestly Sir”. He said, “look we like what we like, one thing you need to know is that I am here to protect you and honestly you me, I sensed you liked being spanked, whipped, and a bit of pain, that is why we are exploring”. He went on to say, “I did not shower because I know you like the scents and smell, honestly I love your smell too”. I just pulled in tighter. I said, “I just never want to let you down”. He just said, “baby boy that is not possible just be you”. I said, “I will Sir”. He said, “we have about an hour before we have to get ready”. I then said, “can we talk about the upcoming week and weekend”? He said, “absolutely”. He said he has to fly out Tuesday morning and will be back likely late Wednesday. He will be in Chicago doing a quick auditing visit to a large investment client. He hoped I could help with chores and drive him to the airport and pick him up. He also asked if I could stay at the house and take care of the livestock. I said, “of course”. He asked about my week, “I said, well its finals week, several of my classes do not have traditional finals, I have one Monday and one Wednesday, and two projects that were already done last week.” I then said, “that leaves me freed up more to help here”. He said, “that is great he appreciates that”.  I then said we could head over to my family's farm and pick up the ewes on Saturday and back in one day, it would be about 6 hours round trip, but we can leave right after the chores and get back that evening. He agreed. We talked a bit more and I was just taking him all in. I decided I wanted more. I ducked under the covers and made my way to his lower half. I began licking, sniffing and and enjoying myself. I licked his balls, cock, thighs, even down to his feet. I then crawled back up and as I did, I pushed his legs up and dove into his taint. It was strong and musky much like Tyler. I was inhaling more, and Tyler put his hand on my head and pulled me up. I reluctantly complied; he pulled me in for a kiss. He then said, “that’s probably far enough”. I had a mischievous grin and I whined, “please Sir, I want to do it”. He was still not sure. I said, “I know about your rule of not having me do something you would not do, I do not expect you to, I truly want this”. He said, “are you 100% sure”? I said, “yes Sir”. He said, “its all yours then slave”. I dove back under the covers. I went back where I was at his taint, he began moaning and I felt him harden. I teased a bit flicking my tongue at the base of his crack. He was now gripping the sheets, but not forcing me. I slowly and deliberately took a swipe over his hole. It was earthy, musky and in my opinion perfect. This spurred me on I dove in. I was licking for all I was worth; Tyler was moaning, and I felt him throw back the covers and begin fisting his cock. He was stroking in full rhythm with my tongue now. He then stuttered, “getting    Close    Babe”. I just kept licking, I felt him tense up and his hole spasm and I darted for the head of his cock, I greedily sucked him down and he blasted in my mouth. Perfect timing. He let out a moan and said, “fuck babe your tongue is awesome”. I beamed with pride, I did that, I made him feel that good. I swallowed all of it and ran to the bathroom and washed my face and rinsed out my mouth and padded back to bed. I sidled up next to Tyler and he just said, “you never cease to amaze me”. He leaned in for a kiss. I just relaxed next to him. We laid there in silence for about 10 minutes and he said, “we better shower and head over”. We go up and went into the bathroom, he haded me the red bag and said use this. I did my thing. He took me over to the mirror and had me turn my back and look over my shoulder. He said, “I want you to see the marks”. I looked and there were 3 faint stripes and one very visible welt. He said, “you can see which one was last boy”. I said, “absolutely Sir”. He ran his hands over my ass and said, “do they hurt”? I replied, “it sort of feels like there are needles when you touch them”. He said, “ok let's shower and I will put more numbing cream for dinner”. We showered, and took our time, I relished in the fact that I got to soap him up and touch him all over, and I think he liked doing it too me too. He washed the cage and shot water up inside it which actually caused me to get hard and moan. Fuck that felt good. He just said, “easy boy”. We finished up, stepped out and dried off. He first plugged me, then put some cream gently on. He then gave me his 3-day worn jock. I was so excited. I pulled it to my nose then put it on. He donned a clean one. We then put on jeans and shirts and boots. Fortunately, he gave me looser jeans but not him he wore some nice tight wranglers. Damn I was going to be straining all dinner. We grabbed our stuff and headed over. 

We arrived at the same time as Myles, and we got out and were walking in. Tyler said, “where is the girlfriend”, Myles replied, “studying for a big final for tomorrow”.  Myles then said to me, “hey before you leave tonight, I have some class stuff to ask you”. I said, “sure”. We headed in and introductions were not as awkward as I had feared. I already knew Tyler’s grandparents. I met his sister Rachel, and her boyfriend Sam. Rachel was much like Tyler and Myles, taller and athletic looking. I learned she too ran track at Division 1 and was pretty successful. I talked with her some, I shared who I was, and she also knew my mom from her university. She said she was going to be a physical therapist or maybe even orthopedic surgeon. Sam was talking to Tyler and Myles, and all went pretty well. The food was fantastic and yes it was not lost on me that we were having Mexican. I noticed that Tyler had seconds. Brilliant, I thought. His grams had prepared everything even cheesecake. Damn it was delicious. I immediately went to talk to her about recipes. We often shared them. She patted my hand and told me how happy she was for Tyler and me. I just said, “he is a pretty special guy”, she agreed. Myles came over and said, “Alan can I snag you for a few minutes about our genetics final”.  I said, “sure I have my stuff in the truck”. I went outside and grabbed my bag. I went back in, and Myles was in his grandad’s study. I went in, and he went over and closed the door. He then set down and I did too. He looked seriously at me and said, “look I do not need help with studying, but I wanted to talk to you”. I said, “ok, what’s up”. He said, “hear me out and please do not think I am trying to butt in your relationship, but here goes”. He went on to ask, “how much has Tyler shared about what he wants”? I said, “umm what do you mean”? He said, “I will get right to it, I noticed you have that tattoo or whatever on your butt cheek, I also noticed you go into the stall to piss”. I sort of got a bit uncomfortable. He said, “and you were wearing a jock strap”. I said, “yes all is true, but”. He said, “look a few years ago my brother left his computer open, and I needed it for work, and I hopped on and found some things he had been researching and let's just say he is into some pretty umm different things”. He said, “you are my friend, and I don’t want you to get hurt, growing up my brother has a certain way he likes things, he is very single minded, its his way only and he likes to be in control”. “He does it on the farm, his work, and everything in his life has to be exactly what he wants”.  Myles then said, “I have put some things together and it seems that he might be um pushing some of those things on you”. I just set there sort of unsure of what to say. I said, “I am not sure where to start here, um I know a lot about what Tyler wants, he and I are on the same page”. I explained, “I am not sure what all you seen on his computer and I probably will not be sharing what we have done, not that you asked me to, but just know there are people that are the antithesis of Tyler and we want others to be in control of certain things”. I went on, “we are sort of a yin and yang scenario, it’s hard to explain sometimes but it just works”. He said, “ok and you are right I do not want details, but I do not want him to hurt you, you have known him a short time and he basically branded you”. I said, “about that, it’s a temporary thing”. He said, “well ok but please do not let him do something to you that you do not want, if he gets to be to much, you can tell me anything, think of me as a person that will listen if you need me”. I was still a bit unsure of the conservation, but I said, “Myles I will leave you with this, I love your brother, I know what he wants and I know what I want and like, I feel like your brother and I are a great fit for each other and he makes me unbelievably happy”. Just then Tyler poked his head in and says, “how’s the studying going”? Myles said, “great Alan cleared up a lot of stuff for me thanks bro”. I said, “no problem feel free to ask me anything”. I packed up my stuff and we headed back out to the dining room. We chatted a bit and Myles said he was about to head out and Tyler and I said the same. We thanked them for dinner and I said it was nice to meet Rachel and Sam. Then we headed out. 

We got in the truck and Tyler said, “well that was a great evening”. I said, “it was great, but I have to talk to you about something”. He looked at me and said, “is everything ok babe”? I said, “yes but I replayed the conversation I had with Myles. He was quiet and said, “so he seen my internet history, I am surprised he kept that quiet this long”. I said, “well he doesn’t want to shame you I do not think, he just wanted me to know that you like things a certain way and that you like to be in control”. I went on to say, “that some people like others to be in control in certain aspects and that makes us a perfect fit”. Tyler said, “fuck you really said all that to him”? I said, “yes, sorry”. He said, “sorry for what, you were honest, probably more honest that I could have been, I am proud of you”. He reached over and took my hand and said, “baby boy I love you”. I replied, “I love you more”. We got home and I was beat. I admitted my ass was a bit sore too. We headed upstairs and got ready for bed. He asked what time my final was, and I said 10 am. He said, “great we can do chores and he will drop me off”. I said, “thank you Sir”.   We crawled in bed and cuddled up, he kissed me on the forehead and scooted in close, I buried my face between his neck and shoulder and relaxed. I was off to sleep in no time. This is what happiness was. Although I was dreading being here alone without Tyler. I am sure all would be fine.